About Rizan

hi all, how its going?

I am 23 years old man. I am a student came australia to study. things have been going fine. but suddenly couple of months before my father has passed away who was the only income source of our family. he used to bear all of my educational and living expenses. because i have ulcer and i cant do any job here in australia. there are only odd jobs here for students what is too difficult for me. i managed some jobs and i cant keep up with those jobs for my disablity. I have my mom, 1 sist and 2 younger brothers in my country ( bangladesh ). they are also struggling to survive. i am the only hope of my family now because i am the elder son of my family. 

 in this situation my study has almost been stuck. furthermore i couldnt pay my house rents for last 1 month. i am surviving with only eating breads. Life is being so difficult and frustrating for me. I have no way around to get helped. i have been refuged to get credit card and loan since i havent got any job. i am so depressed that i am thinking to commit suicide. my landlord has notified me to leave the house if i wount able to pay all due rents by next weeks. I coudnt even go to my country to engrave my father for lackings of money. in this situation i would rather kill myself than go back to my country.

i cant even see my doctor and take my medication. i have been seeing a doctor. he asked me to do some test and he wondered i might be needed operation. 

 finally i would like to ask if any can help me to pay all my rents and if possible for my treatment. i will be ever thankful. i have a paypal account under boss_rasel@yahoo.com

 kind regards.